Poetic License: Poem Noir: I, Voice-Over
I am Voice-Over
and all I can tell you for sure is this:
daylight is for suckers,
for nameless girls by the pool,
the body flying off the roof –
waking up with amnesia;
nighttime’s for the moonlight seduction,
the silhouette skulking in the bushes,
the flash and shot in the dark,
headlights in the rear view mirror;
everything else:
it’s all interiors and mirrors
shuffling and reinventing themselves
with lighting and angles
and lamp shades as co-conspirators,
deflecting surfaces, covering up deceptions,
betrayals, identities, blackmail, murders;
while I, Voice-Over,
trail the thread through the labyrinth city
past abductions, beatings, chases,
police and crooks in relentless pursuit,
and femme fatales switching allegiances
from frame to frame to frame-up,
veils unveiling and dresses lifting
for whoever comes first and/or last;
I, Voice-Over,
who still can’t remember the combination
to the safe behind the picture
in the office of the nightclub casino
that holds the secret of who I really was
or am, and who everyone else is
or why they are all pursuing me;
and each time
knocked or drugged unconscious,
the echo-chambered nightmares haunt
and tantalize with surrealistic clues
while captors pretending to get careless
let me escape so that they can follow me
to wherever it is
I, Voice-Over,
cannot remember, except that suddenly,
in the eighty-ninth reeling minute
everyone is in the office of the nightclub,
whipping out guns or grabbing them
from each other as they change sides
and shoot each other dead
between the confessions and revelations,
while police sirens wail
one careful minute away on the soundtrack —
night and the city dissolve outside the window
and I, Voice-Over,
the only one left standing
move toward the now open safe,
remove, then burn in the fireplace
the papers that would have told you and me
who I really am or was
and what everything was all about;
I guess, looking back, you can say
I never really wanted to know,
I, Voice-Over,
who warned you in the beginning:
daylight is for suckers